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can you handle the pain?! [21 Nov 2004|07:12pm] [ mood | crushed ] [ music | Whiskey Lullaby ] alright yeah...sorry I haven't really updated in a while not that anyone cares but ummm things have been very good but at the same time very bad. I don't know what to think anymore. I honestly don't. I don't know who I am...who really cares...who my true friends are and I'm just completely lost. The one person I REALLY wanted to be with this weekend couldn't do as much as I was hoping..which sucks but yeah. Annd..thenn...yeah. So the stuff that I need to update about. I met someone. He is realllllyyyyy awesome and the BESTESTESTEST ever but I don't know how things are gonna be goin with that situation. Its sooo confusing. Ummm...I hope things work but knowing the past relationships for me its prolly gonna fail. but why the fuck would I let it fail if I care....so I'm gonna try not to... I've finally gotten rid of some *garbage* in my life and been able to move on as much as it hurts...Oh well I'm having like a TERRRIBLE day today and majorly need a hug but yeahh...no-1 is here to give me a hug :'( thats vury sad. I also have soo much stuff to do one of the major things being to get christmas presents sooo I'll have to do that all too soon :( buuut anyways Everyone have an awesome Thanksgiving!!! I love you guys that is whoever reads this thing....*MUAH* I'll miss those of you who are leaving me   5 dreamers|are you dreaming?

Life is like a Box of Chocolates, ya never know what your gonna get [28 Oct 2004|05:04pm] [ mood | content ] [ music | In the Jungle-(FROM THE LION KING SOUNDTRACK) ] Soooo yes...life has had its man-holes...and been VURY interesting lately. I can't figure ppl out....1 minute someone tells me 1 thing and the next its like its all a lie...and a cruel joke. Well yessss...I'm sooo sick of everything hahaha I've given up. LoL!! I decided to just relax and live my life and if something is suppose to happen after this point its EVERYONE elses turn (not every1 but some ppl) and I've done everything I can do. SOOOO I'm just like you know it wasn't meant to be....or not at this time. SoOo...I'm just chillin takin life day by day with the punches of it and the taste wether it may be *SWEEEEET* or *SOUR!!!* yup yup yup ya herrrd?!?! You know what makes me sad?! Having to give my baby egg back to my teacher!! For those of you who didn't meet her she was quite the cute one. B.T.W.-it was for a school project, we had to carry a regular raw egg straight from the fridge around for about a week and a half to school and everything and not let it crack and guess who was successful!!!?!?!?! you guessed it alright ----> MEEEEEE!!! yepp ;) soo it was lots of fun and now I have to make this whole baby-book and report thing for the 2nd half of the project but its all good in the hood. We got report cards!! EEKK....guess who did bad AHHHHHHH...yup you guessed it! NOT ME!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! muahahahahaha I did really good actually besides the fact that one of my grades got messed up and once it gets fixed my GPA will be 3.87 or 4.0 something like that haha...but its straight. I got like all A's and B's besides my messed up grade which was a C. but I was happy!! yAY for Jenni!!!!!!! WEELLL....I'm tryin to figure out what to be for the WEEN...I can't figure it out for the life of me...if you think of somethin I should be pORFAVOr let me know asap!!!! GRACIAS/THANKS YALL WHO SPEAK GERMAN OR FRENCH *LAMOS* j/k j/k chill.... *MUCH lOVE YOU ppl who don't like country like muah* LATER GATER 3 dreamers|are you dreaming?

I'm a mother effin P.I.M.P(ette) [05 Oct 2004|08:52pm] [ mood | groggy ] [ music | She effin hates me ] yeah...so I'm being bad I know and not that any1 reads this thing but....I figured I'd update anyways. SO yeah today it was an alright day. TRACY LOVES SOMEONE THO and I JUST found out who it is!! yay hahaha it was off the hook and then....I'm soo confused and lost so if you find me please let me know...leave a comment so I know where to look for myself...I'd appreciate it! 2 dreamers|are you dreaming?

OH MY GRACIOUS!!! [30 Sep 2004|03:01pm] [ mood | crazy ] [ music | Shooting Star ] OH MY GOSH!!! how in the heck did I forget to tell every1...I got my permit yippy!! I went yesterday because I was sick so i went over and tried...there was like no1 there and I barely passed lol but it was my first time so I was happY!!! and my pic sorta sucks cause I look sick but w/e...lol I'll update more later!! are you dreaming?

ohhh.....joy! [30 Sep 2004|02:49pm] [ mood | indifferent ] [ music | The Scientist ] Yeah...well I was sick AgAiN!!! today :( it sucked...I went to school for like the first 1 1/2 classes lol....and then went home...I was not feeling well at all, and then later for 8th period I went back and got to play soccer!! YAY! And right now I'm feeling A LOT better so hopefully things will stay like that. Tonight I have a suprise for someone and hopefully they'll like it ;) haha its not that big of a deal just a "warm-fuzzy" type of thing haha. Well yeah and I was supposed to babysit but since I've been sick I'm not gonna be doing that. I don't have much to say because its really been an uneventful day. But I'll update more later! *MUAH!* are you dreaming?

Whatcha Smokin Sweet Blueberry Muffin!?! haha xoxox [28 Sep 2004|08:36pm] [ mood | nerdy ] [ music | Dare you to move ] Wilted Fame: LORD OF THE RINGS ISNT REAL!!!!! urthe1nonlytiger: aww Wilted Fame: NEOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO urthe1nonlytiger: OMG NOOOO WAYYYYY!!!!! Wilted Fame: i want to be a HOBBIT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Wilted Fame: I WANT IT urthe1nonlytiger: me too...we can live in our own little home urthe1nonlytiger: with our own harry feet Wilted Fame: YES!!! Wilted Fame: IN THE GROUND!!! urthe1nonlytiger: yes!! urthe1nonlytiger: thats the life!?! Wilted Fame: WITH A ROUND DOOR!! urthe1nonlytiger: OMG YAY!! urthe1nonlytiger: *jumping up and down!* Wilted Fame: AND SMOKE HOBBIT WEED AND DANCE TO PIPE MUSIC AND WE CAN SCREW ELLIJAH WOOD ON WEEKENDS Wilted Fame: wait.... Wilted Fame: did i just say that? urthe1nonlytiger: lol urthe1nonlytiger: I sure heard it urthe1nonlytiger: but it sounds good to me haha Wilted Fame: hahhaha okey!!!! Wilted Fame: you are my hobbit sista!!! urthe1nonlytiger: yay! urthe1nonlytiger: its official Wilted Fame: aighty!!!!   LoL sweet blueberry muffin what have you been smokin? But yeah...you make good points ;) are you dreaming?

Smokey is a Pothead! eek [28 Sep 2004|08:29pm] [ mood | indescribable ] [ music | Rollercoaster-Blink 182 ] urthe1nonlytiger: smokey the bear...I wonder how much he really smokes nevermind7689: lol prolly a shitload urthe1nonlytiger: yup urthe1nonlytiger: yet isn't that the bear who gives talks about forest fires urthe1nonlytiger: hes saying their bad yet he smokes and prolly has caused one himself nevermind7689: haha yea nevermind7689: then he goes and talks to trees and other animals.. crazy mofo urthe1nonlytiger: fo sho urthe1nonlytiger: :-P*HIGH-FIVE* urthe1nonlytiger: we should have like a club against smokey nevermind7689: lol urthe1nonlytiger: the Smokey Hatas!! hell yeah nevermind7689: hahahaha nevermind7689: and we can be like rival gangs w/ animal rights and stuff lol urthe1nonlytiger: haha urthe1nonlytiger: thats awesome are you dreaming?

POOPER SCOOPER! [27 Sep 2004|09:33pm] [ mood | bouncy ] [ music | Bhndblueyes...hehe looks kinda like the gorgles s/n ] haha....look at this off the chain convo...its the funniest thing: urthe1nonlytiger: pooper scooper nevermind7689: those things are cool urthe1nonlytiger: i know right...they're the shit nevermind7689: haha nevermind7689: quite literally urthe1nonlytiger: lol urthe1nonlytiger: haha urthe1nonlytiger: that was funny! lol that sure made a bumpy day awesome lol!! so yeah today Sean came over and we hung out and watch Underworld...it was a cool movie a "little" nasty at parts (aka-byebye head) yeah that was "kinda" gross lol but I had a lot of fun. And yeah our shower was very steamy ;) lol! But anyways I think things are looking up? Hopefully they'll keep getting better and better...then life would be great. So yeah today at school was a boring day again...I'm trying to hook my friend at East named Stephanie up with David or another one of my friends. LoL...if you know a single guy to "blind-date" her with just let me know! and yupp thats it for now..bye!   are you dreaming?

Jenny's Pictures [26 Sep 2004|04:01pm] [ mood | accomplished ] [ music | "save a horse, ride a cowboy" big and rich just for my woojy ] Here are Jenny's Pictures that Jenny wanted to show you guys ~Lauren Thats my Lizabeth! =0) I have that pic because Lizabeth Loves it for some odd reason ;) ;) lol!!   awww Lizabeth loves the Ellie Abercrombie Model!!?!?! Thats a crazy *booty* pic! haha I'm about to float away my face is puffin up soo big!! haha I SEE YOU! PEEK A BOO! Ice Ice Baby! I don't even know why I wrote that...how bout WATER WATER BABY!! haha ahhh...I'm a psycho!! = o eeek   Thats all Folks! are you dreaming?

omg..I hate this shit :'( [26 Sep 2004|02:35pm] [ mood | crappy ] [ music | Dreamin of you Tonight ] I don't understand lol...I wish I was 3 again and all my worries were'nt there anymore. The one time I find the perfect guy I'm not the perfect girl anymore and I wish I could be. I wish I could take the pain and suffering away and bring the life, love, and happiness but I guess I just can't. I love being with him and I wish sometimes I could stay in one moment with him forever. I guess all I can do now is pray and trust god. On another note, yesterday night was awesome. I went to see The Forgotten with Lauren, Gina, and Sean. It was a lot of fun. I enjoyed myself lol I hope every1 else did too. This morning I babysat at church and I got some good advice but its hard to do. Soo...maybe I'll have to trust the "adviser"...which is a difficult task. Because my mind, no matter what else i try to think of, drifts back to him...and its hard. I'm gonna try and wish on a star and value my dreams....because thats probably the only time he'll really want to be with me. I really wish he would...because knowing the feelings aren't mutal is a bad feeling...but theres nothing I can do anymore I guess. I've done all I can do for now...and tonight I have to go to Youth Group...so thats not too exciting because I don't really like going I'd rather be hanging out with my MP friends because I only get to see them on the weekends...but yeah. I'll write more later when I think of something else. Pray for me lol...maybe it'll help. =o( are you dreaming?

Stephanie speaks words of wisdom!! hehehe =o) [25 Sep 2004|02:25pm] [ mood | confused ] [ music | Time of your life ] Alright so yeah I've been soo confused lately lol..I don't know what to do. I don't want to be like always compared to someone better than me. I really love someone but I know he still isn't over his g/f and I don't want to be compared to her because i'm not her. But I don't know maybe I am not good enough? I really don't know. Hopefully we'll figure it all out soon but yeah I hung out with Gorgle, Sean, and Chris last night it was fun...lol could've been better if every1 didn't have so much drama lol but a lot of every1's drama follows them and is nothing they really can control so thats okay...I guess ;) but yeah....and then..I spent the night with Gorgle. We talked until last about everything that was on our mind and then this morning this annoying little bird was chirping like crazy right outside the window where we were sleeping and lol it was an experience! And gorgle and I almost got everyone to join our F.A.R.T club I think!?! I was sooo excited. But yeah..I'll update later I'm gonna go get ready to go out later in a second and I need to do some homework...so yeah bye!! are you dreaming?

you know what I mean peaches and cream?! [23 Sep 2004|07:16pm] [ mood | geeky ] [ music | peaches and cream ] OMG...today..*sigh* has been the best day ever. I came home thinking otherwise but like 10 minutes ago Loo called me and her kitty came home!!!! I'm soooo happy. I can't even believe it we're both sittin here pinching ourselves like its a dream! BuT its NOT!!! Its true and WOW...I've missed him sooo much and so has she! and here he is HOME AGAIN! YAY!! anyways...lets see...ummm since I last updated...DRAMA that sums it up lol...and I love s.o.v.v.v.s :) Tomorrow night Gorgle having a small get together she was gonna invite a bunch of ppl but her rents won't let her invite tooooo many so its just a few but I'm sooo excited!! I want to see my friends soooo bad. And I think I may have a special suprise up my sleeve JEEPERS CREEPERS MAYBE!??! I'll have to see if someone can rent it cause my mom would let me see it but not with her knowing if you catch my drift...but anyways I'll update more later. I got things to do and ppl to see and talk with...lol Much love @----/--- bye!! 2 dreamers|are you dreaming?

[19 Sep 2004|04:11pm] [ mood | crushed ] [ music | Rollercoaster-Blink ] Hey EVERYone. What is up?.. I'm sooo bored. I have to go to church tonight...since I don't go to church on sunday mornings. *tear* someone save me I hate youth group and I DON'T want to go. I wish I could be hanging out with my friends but what the heck....anyways. I went to see Mr 3000 today with lizabeth and of course me liking every single movie I see I enjoyed it and I don't know if Lizabeth did or not. But...I got in free with a free icee and ticket because I got a giftcard to the movies as a belated bday present so yup it was cool. well I'm gonna go beat up lizabeth she keeps hittin her knee in my chair soooooo adios guys ttyl! are you dreaming?

HeYy...wow sorry there is a gap of time in the stupid thing AGAIn! [18 Sep 2004|09:47am] [ mood | confused ] [ music | If I traded it all... ] Darn Darn Darn...I was trying to post the most hardcore pictures of me and Elizabeth on my site but I think i did it wrong :( so now Gorgle is gonna help me! Well...anyways you'll never believe whats happened since I last updated. My birthday was Sept. 11th. woot woot! So yeah I got many neat things. I got a set of 48 prismacolor markers they are AWESOME!!! yet expensive, and then I got like 12 DVD's. and many other awesome things...well my dad is about to steal the TV from me so I have to run very quickly peace love and afro grease!! are you dreaming?

[05 Sep 2004|10:55pm] [ mood | crazy ] [ music | MCR ]   ( Goofy to the core! ) 2 dreamers|are you dreaming?

[05 Sep 2004|03:52pm] [ mood | dorky ] [ music | "Headfirst for Halos" ] ( Early Sunsets over Monroeville ) are you dreaming?

The Heavenly scent of Roses [05 Sep 2004|01:06pm] [ mood | ecstatic ] [ music | "Save Tonight" ] ( Wowzers ) are you dreaming?

[04 Sep 2004|10:34am] [ mood | artistic ] [ music | "Bad Diary Days" ] I'm going to the Mall today!! WoOt!! WoOt!! 7 dreamers|are you dreaming?

[04 Sep 2004|09:46am] [ mood | awake ] [ music | "A song for A Broken Heart"-Static Lullaby ]   ( A Place in my <3 ) are you dreaming?

[03 Sep 2004|08:27pm] [ mood | bouncy ] [ music | Taking Back Sunday! ] ( Smile you've got Frenches ) are you dreaming?

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